Hello solidprice here ive been reading your posts and time for my 2¢.
I understand if you felt bad, im no longer with my girlfriend of thhree years since april.i cared about her and will always love her. I wish we could be still together still,
However, it was for the best for both of us to not be together anymre, it was not healthyfor either party. i guess what im trying to say is that you gotta live life and do it for yourself before anyone else. that make yourself happy and have passion,and others will be drawn towards it. read all of the journals here as a start. I learned a lot from them and healed greatly and became a greater man and helped the healing.
And for mones, have a good everyday / base mone is nice start. Myself i use wolf,but some use others,find the one that fits you best.
I wish you the best i may not know the most but i can releate big time
you can always pm me when ever you want
solidprice
P.s.
start a journal on PT when you get mones its fun.
And i learned soo much from this thead. thank you to you and to all who posted.