RE: Beta Testing LadyKiller reviews.
11-13-2015 3:21 PM
I'm attributing most of things I saw in this report to LK, as NA and Androstadienone have been my daily driver, and I have used them in combo with various mones, such as ETFZ, GOA, Xist, TL, etc (Xist and TL I really like). ETFZ sometimes makes me edgy, and I get no kino from S.O., GOA makes me a bit introverted (at least the one time I used it in combo with NA around S.O. I noticed something different this time when I used LK with NA and Androstadienone .
After the interview, I wiped my app points clean before I headed out to do errands with my S.O., get lunch, and head out to my evening class.
Dosages:
NA 1 drop on back of my neck
2 mcg Androstadienone on throat
1 spray LK spread between bilateral wrists
Went to the doc and got lunch with S.O. Initially nothing out of the ordinary. She hasnt been as sweet or clingy for the past week, and seemed a bit more tired and irritable... PMS, perhaps, because she did start her shark week the other day. But she has been receptive whenever i initiated kino. At lunch, she paid for lunch again, and almost paid for boba after, but I insisted on paying.
After lunch, I had to leave to drive to class that evening. So we said our goodbyes. I also knew she was gonna meet with her friend and some of the friend's friends for dinner as she was visiting from out of town. As I was sitting in traffic, I see a text from her saying that she wanted to let me know that she just found out that her friend's sister, who also happesn to be her exgf whom she was with for 4 years ages ago was coming. She added, "I just wanted to let you know ahead of time, cause I don't want you worrying and thinking that something is going on because nothing's going on." So i read the text, but couldnt respond back cause I was sitting in traffic. Next I know, 5 min later, my phone was ringing.
I pick up. She goes "did you get my text?" I say "yeah, I did. Thanks for telling me." She goes "ok..i just wanted to make sure you got it cause you didnt text back..I didn't want you thinking something's going on.." I say "ok..i appreciate you telling me." then it got awkward, she goes "ok..ill keep you updated, drive safe ok?" Then we hang up.
This is out of the norm for her. The last time she did that was when we were starting out..she was all head over heels for me. Later as we started fighting more and more..and she got more comfortable, she hardly showed signs she cared whether or not it bothers me that she hangs out with an ex..and only letting me know when she's already there, even when she knew ahead of time. And the fact that she calls a few minutes after she sends me the text, was something she has NEVER done..it seemed as though she was in a panic.
Later, before I got to class, I sprayed 1 more app of LK as I read from Pago's report that initial effects lasts about 2 hours, then changes to a different vibe. Later in class, I was sitting there, and my hot teacher was the one teaching. She was extra giggly. Kept laughing at things I was saying in class. Almost flirty. Later on she let us have a break. When I came back, there was a pink post it stuck to the wall by my chair (i was sitting at the back) with a big smiley face on it. I asked my classmate "oh hey! is this yours!" all excitedly cause I thought it was cute. My professor goes "oh no, I saw it on the floor, so I stuck it up there." Later on while we were still chilling in class cause break wasnt over, my professor tells us "I'm so sore, my trainer was teaching me all these small exercises, and it hurts!" I ask her, "oh what kind of exercises?" She goes to the door way and leans by the wall and starts doing semi squats. Then later she says there was another one where she had to do a semi squat over a chair but not let her butt touch the chair, as she started demonstrating it. I was like 0.0.
I also have to add that in the middle of the class, my S.O. texts me a message while she was out with her friends. "Babe...i'm horny, but I'm on my rag." I go "damn you. why do you hate me." Because it's been weeks since we've actually had sex. She goes "haha..I'm sorry..how about you do me later in the shower, and I do you in bed?" I go "I'd do it anywhere lol" She responds with a laugh.
The whole class time was upbeat, everyone was in a good mood. As we were leaving, it was as though the professor was in a hurry, and usually she walks out with us to our cars, but this time she went the opposite way and said bye. WEIRD. Did she feel awkward? was she uhhhh..getting distracted?
When I got home, my S.O arrived 30 minutes later, we get in the shower and follow through with our "plans"
THOUGHTS:
I'm almost halfway through this bottle and I'm just now starting to LOVE it. Definitely not noob friendly, but I'm starting to love it the more I learn about how it works. Some summary of how I THINK it works:
- It has a light status effect. I think this is what caused my S.O. to be more insecure when I had on more than 1 spray the first time I used it around her. At 1 spray, I see that she's more mindful of how I feel, and makes sure she's not getting me upset.
- It also gives an affectionate lovey dovey but not over the top vibe. I attribute this to Androstadienone . This also goes along with my s.o. being more mindful of how I felt.
- This magnifies your mood and thoughts. Be mindful of where you let your thoughts head to when you have this on. When you start wondering if your S.O. is being unfaithful, you'll be on that and looking at every social media. No bueno. But when you're having fun, you're having fun.
- It makes tasks seem a bit more enjoyable. When you decide to be nonchalant and a bit on the IDGAF mode, you get on it.
- There is some disinhibition to this mix as well. I attribute this and the focusing/magnifying effect I also get to the few instances I got into a fight with my S.O. and I said anything and everything that has been bugging me, and I was so on it. I also didn't wanna stop until I said everything I wanted to say, regardless of how much it might have upset her. This is where the user needs to be careful, IMO.
I can create a vibe without saying anything, just by being in the room.
Personality type: ENFP
My journal: True Life Olfactory Vibe
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