Day 4
11:30AM
1 drop of Dominance and 2 sprays of AxR on wrists and throat
So my fridays are usually pretty chill, but today was better than usual. It mostly had to do with my class being canceled and going to lunch/hike with a friend.
To start the day off, I'm feeling kinda lazy again, but I get up and get ready. I'm a little late for class, but whatever. Nothing really amazing happens in class. There happened to be a video being shown that was related with the Last Lecture series I'm trying to get started at my university. I asked my TA during the video if I could make a small announcement after the video. She had no problem with that, so I made a shameless plug for our program before the class left. That was kind of cool.
After that, I went to go have lunch with my friend. It was a chill lunch, talked about whatever. We went exploring around campus, looking for unused, obscure trails. Eventually we ended up outside of the botanical gardens. Hiked up to some rocks, sat and smoked a couple bowls. We saw some people in the botanical gardens looking at us. I waved hi. We talked about how ironic it is that those people were in the 'Botanical Gardens' which implies natural beauty, yet they were the ones fenced in an artificial environment. Then we climbed up a hill, checked out the view. Admired how much land our university owns. Finally, we headed back onto campus, climbing down some rocks on the way down. I had a lot of fun.
Then we went to the campus store and got some munchies, sat in the cafeteria and just hung out some more. I tried to copy the Panda Express logo. It didn't turn out too well.

I had to come back to lab so we parted ways.
Lab was the usual. And then I went home.
Okay, so pheromonal effects. The combo of Dominance and AxR was better balanced at a 2:1 ratio. The total pheromone content of 3 AxR: 2 Dominance was simply too much, and I believe resulted in that 'hazy, faded' feeling. This other ratio was much smoother and easier to work in. Both products are fairly well blended and smooth. It should be noted, however, that part of it may be due to the fact that Dominance is oil based, not alcohol based, and therefore, the diffusion may be slower and smoother. It may have slowed down the diffusion of the AxR. I noticed that people weren't as talkative, although there was certainly no lack of conversation.
As far as my interactions with my friend went (to be clear, my friend is a woman), I felt a little electricity, but it was a little bit like two young kids who are friends first, before becoming teenagers with raging hormones. Part of it is that I like hanging out with her and i've been in too many situations where I've messed up friendships because of intimate relations. I want to learn how to keep friends friends and gfs gfs. Although, for the record, if I had a gf, I'd like her to have similar characteristics and values as my friend. I do genuinely enjoy her company, but I don't want to complicate things.
Anyways, I get the feel of AxR + Dominance. I think Dominance is too smooth of a product to make much of a shift in AxR. I think a more aggressive product would blend better. I may try adding in some p79 to amp up the none in both products. I haven't seen any blatant, in your face hits with AxR, but I attribute that to the smoothness of the product. Usually, the ultra strong hits come from products that aren't well balanced, resulting in a hit or miss phenomenon.
Actually, there was one thing. I walked into my lab meeting and looked at S. She was smiling and I smiled back, mouthing 'hi'. The lab went on and things were as they usually are. I asked S about class and if I missed anything. She mentioned something about the thursday ritual. I think I said she should have texted me. She said she didn't have my number. I replied that we should fix that. She left, but later on I got a message from her saying she got my number from our friend. We chatted briefly and then went off to do whatever.