02-05-2016, 12:04 PM
I'm a guy and I've read a lot of the threads about what fallout is and how one might imprint his memory into the thoughts of a woman. At first I was thinking, "yea, that's what I want: for women to think of me always!". But then I started to think about the social implications of such a manipulation of a woman's mind and what it held for her on a daily basis. I came to this second part from from an experience I am having now with this one woman.
I am in my 40's and single. Like many guys, I look for women younger than myself. If was a much younger taking a shine to me I won't back away from the encounter. But I'm not a guy who frequents clubs nor am I a PUA. I meet woman in the social situations whether that be in sports, clubs or meetups.
Lately I've been taking horseback riding lessons. At the stable where I signed up I was met the first day by an outgoing young lady as I was first being taught how to groom a horse. I don't know her age but I'm guessing 25-28. In the subsequent weeks we would bump into each other where the conversation was engaging and friendly though not flirtatious.
I discovered mones a month later and thought to test a combo with her with her one day. Forget exactly but prob was (ammo 2x + IG + IH).
Our conversation turned to 'about her' (as always with me) and I was asking her about her plans for the future. It appeared to me that she was a bit surprised by the fact that I went off a casual script and into more in-depth conversation. She told me about her mom not wanting her to be a stable-hand but that she (the girl) love horses an wanted one for herself one day. I asked about what type of horse she wanted and she said she didn't care only that she wanted to be in love with it. Pretty revealing stuff to a stranger. At the end of the conversation, as she went back to work, I thanked her for taking time out of her work to chat with me. Her face was beaming!
A week later on that next lesson she pretty much ignored me. And yesterday, the second lesson since she acted like she was uncomfortable around me. When I walked up to her (I always sought her out when I was there) she gave a cursory grin and not the big bright and welcoming one like before. And she was anxious to get on with her work rather than stop for a while to chat; as if I was bothering her. A complete 180° to our prior interactions!
My 'assumptions' is that she thought about me heavily those several days and perhaps was starting to crush on me. Actually I think she had a crush to begin, but maybe the mones put her in a place where she became uncomfortable about her thoughts.
Okay so this has been a long tale. But the gist of it is that I actually feel bad now that I might have put her in a confusing place mentally. And I'd like to get back to where we were as being friends. And in the future I shouldn't test what I don't know about on people I care about.
I'm curious as to the feminine take on my assumptions are here. Guys need not answer. Not interested in swagger on this one.
I am in my 40's and single. Like many guys, I look for women younger than myself. If was a much younger taking a shine to me I won't back away from the encounter. But I'm not a guy who frequents clubs nor am I a PUA. I meet woman in the social situations whether that be in sports, clubs or meetups.
Lately I've been taking horseback riding lessons. At the stable where I signed up I was met the first day by an outgoing young lady as I was first being taught how to groom a horse. I don't know her age but I'm guessing 25-28. In the subsequent weeks we would bump into each other where the conversation was engaging and friendly though not flirtatious.
I discovered mones a month later and thought to test a combo with her with her one day. Forget exactly but prob was (ammo 2x + IG + IH).
Our conversation turned to 'about her' (as always with me) and I was asking her about her plans for the future. It appeared to me that she was a bit surprised by the fact that I went off a casual script and into more in-depth conversation. She told me about her mom not wanting her to be a stable-hand but that she (the girl) love horses an wanted one for herself one day. I asked about what type of horse she wanted and she said she didn't care only that she wanted to be in love with it. Pretty revealing stuff to a stranger. At the end of the conversation, as she went back to work, I thanked her for taking time out of her work to chat with me. Her face was beaming!
A week later on that next lesson she pretty much ignored me. And yesterday, the second lesson since she acted like she was uncomfortable around me. When I walked up to her (I always sought her out when I was there) she gave a cursory grin and not the big bright and welcoming one like before. And she was anxious to get on with her work rather than stop for a while to chat; as if I was bothering her. A complete 180° to our prior interactions!
My 'assumptions' is that she thought about me heavily those several days and perhaps was starting to crush on me. Actually I think she had a crush to begin, but maybe the mones put her in a place where she became uncomfortable about her thoughts.
Okay so this has been a long tale. But the gist of it is that I actually feel bad now that I might have put her in a confusing place mentally. And I'd like to get back to where we were as being friends. And in the future I shouldn't test what I don't know about on people I care about.
I'm curious as to the feminine take on my assumptions are here. Guys need not answer. Not interested in swagger on this one.