My day "off" - pun intended, with Exotica
06-16-2016 12:28 PM
My experiences of ‘Exotica’ from XS alone this particular morning. I’m only taking this out when I’m in a good mood. Being in a good mood for starters enhances whatever blend I use. Being in a good mood is by choice. No need to worry about anything. Put it aside. Schedule concerning thoughts for another time. Tell yourself, you are going to smile and be open to any interaction. Smile. These blend experiences depend on it!
First time out with ‘Exotica’. 2 Sprays to neck. Cover, one my go-to day scents: YSL - La Nuit L’Homme. 2 shots. The agenda for the day:
A. It’s my day off on a Thursday. I’m not working!
B. My intention of the day is to enjoy it as much as relax.
C. My intention of the day is to jump on any interaction no matter how small. No matter how good the people look. The secondary purpose is to see how this blend works in a natural, daily routine of activities, but already read for any conversation*.
1. I had a doctor’s appointment for an annual physical this morning, but first stopped at Panera Bread for coffee and a fruit parfait.
2. Mild self-effects noticed. I could be delusional, but I felt strict, calm, and serious though. I had plenty of sleep. So not really tired--tired. I don’t think this is an upbeat blend for me. Only 2 spray this morning though. I usually go 3 with everything. Okay..following the XS G.O.A.L.S.
3. Regular customer service. “Hello, how can I help you?” “Do you have a Panera card or phone number?”..yadda..yadda. Smile only during order conversation, but it’s not the same as a “hook”. No residual “she’s checking me out”. Her reaction has nothing to do with mones if you ask me. Just friendliness. It’s all good. I don’t expect much. The cashier was ethnic, not sure. Could be a mix of something Mediterranean; -- that’s just a stupid, naïve guess.
4. Manager comes by, behind the cashier, and just say’s “how you doing?”- Not like he truly cares, but he is showing customer service.
5. I look around. It’s early. Not many people in line. Older ladies, yapping about church. They are focused and don’t look at me. (At other times, Core, Titan , Taboo, Dion, Love Boat, Ascend…would have caused something….just saying). I bet M3X would have made a “Depends” adjustment. But with Exotica, …nothing. Athletic- marathon- triathalon dude in line looks mentally focused. He probably thinking about a salad to order and iced something to put his pocket full of protein powder in. I bet he has some. Pays not 2 shits to me. He must have Titan on….Just kidding guys…I just get this vibe like “don’t talk to me, don’t notice me”. Strange. I feel like an asshole Cop that just pulled your friend over. Something is off. Gosh.. It’s me. Androcles!!! I fucking own with mones!...Okay..okay. that’s too much. Lol. I digress. Humble Androcles. Humble.
6. Okay, so now I’m actively look for somebody from the East. Asian, I mean…
7. Wait…there’s one. She looks at me. She is kinda alright. A good 7 because she has a nice body. Sitting down with a kid. Probably hers. “Deer in the headlights”??? NOOO!!! This is more like “Did you just fart and your cloud came to me 15 feet away”?. Kinda disappointing, but I’m not gonna make a big deal. A couple more “Excuse me”, “Hi”, “Pardon me” from random patrons. I tried to talk Football with this dude by the coffee station due to his ball cap. It was completely normal. He wasn’t staying and quickly did his deal and left.
8. End of the Panera/Ex story. Nothing remarkable happened.
9. Now, on my way to the Doctor’s. Go to check-in. Male afro-american nurse dude behind the counter just checks me in. No small talk. No smile. I say “Busy morning”. He replies, “No, not to bad”. He says nothing more to keep the conversation going. He’s not interested by his facial seriousness. I’m not interested either.
10. I don’t let this judge my review just yet. But “note” to my iPhone.
11. I see the physical check out nurse. Hispanic fatty, probably late 30s. She is kinda rude. Her resting face is like she forgot her Kotex. Ratchet bitch. I’m friendly. I tried to crack jokes. I was saying “I bet I’ve grown taller since you last seen me”. I don’t know who the fuck she is. I normally have this older lady. Blonde. I was just talking. No laugh, no smile. She just looked at me like I have a booger and also pissed in her Pepsi as she took a straw sip. WTF??? Is this blend off with me? Something is really off.
12. I see other nurses walking back and forth doing a myriad of clinic things. Couple looks from blondie and some brunette chic - caucasian. They look good. Prolly super hot in a cocktail dress. Just a quick smile. Acknowledgement of my presence, but it’s not the same. Even without mones. Situations aren’t this plain. Am I judging because the other mones I use has skewed my aura without mones? This mone is really jacking things up, I think.
13. Okay, Asian in the front, in the flesh--- Asian girl, and Asian older woman. I’m judgmental, but I assume the older is the doc. The younger, the PA. They were very nice, but it’s customer service. Bingo. The older one is my stand-in doctor. We talk about my health. My improvements. My Cholesterol, my sugar/blood levels, metrics and numbers. The doc does some personal reconnaissance with checks to my abdomen. A fast 30 minutes. I’m done. “Keep doing what you are doing”. The younger PA escorts me out. I joke about things, like going to the Casino and playing the lottery with my health report numbers. She laughs, but does not add to the conversation. It’s like she’s got plenty of things on her mind. Let’s get this clown out of here, I’m thinking. Not negatively guys..I’m just floored by this experience. It’s like really not normal for me. My expectations were truly low.
14. I’ll continue testing this blend for weeks before I make a conclusion. But this morning is a solid F. Sorry SteveO. Not a total F on review, but for today. It's really not good. I usually know what I'm doing. I'll fiddle with dosages and test back again.
Something was off……..but it gets better
15. I go home wash off this shit..it’s time to regroup like Marines, and put on Ascend and Love Boat . Head to Starbucks. Woah……… “He’s back!!!!” – IOIs, Super friendliness, hovering…the normal works. College chics hovering galore. Looking at the KING. I had to chat with the Baristas just to reclaim my ego. Yes. All is normal. When my girl gets home. Unleash the Kraken.
(This post was last modified: 06-16-2016 12:38 PM by Androcles.)
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