RE: The Love God Pheromone Blend
09-17-2018 8:45 AM
I had a very interesting experience with The Love God that might be some major imprinting. It also reminded me that a lot of driving any pheromone blend is the user.
Replicated in my Journal:
Day 49: Pheromone / Life Lesson
Of late I've been feeling on top of the world; since I started playing with pheromones. I found a mix with AV & M3X that was good for me, then tried SnoopyAce's The Love God; which is fantastic for me.
I've been getting lots and lots of female attention, and the sex and romantic life with my wife (which I thought was as good as anything ever could be) has gone into overdrive.
This attention and fun had put me into a self-absorbed feedback loop where I was feeding off the attention, unconsciously becoming more bold (and I'm pretty damn bold to begin with), and making moves that I normally wouldn't have. Something happens when guys (like me) get married. While we're single we're on the top of the seduction game; and after the years go by while we're married, we stop being the Don Juan type and our pickup and allure game fades while we turn our focus on our mate. This is how it should be.
However, I was pushing the gauntlet, all in the name of science and experimentation, and loving every second of it. My pheromone use revalidated me in my own eyes, bolstered my already huge ego, and made me actively pursue ladies to the point of piquing their interests.
This put me in a precarious position on this day, a Saturday. My wife and I message back and forth during her work day (my email to her cell phone) and she related that she wanted to watch Behind the Green Door in our 'garage theater' to live out a porn theater slut fantasy. This was very forward of her...she is big on acting out fantasies, but usually they are not so involved. Needless to say, I was all over that.
I called to my buddy's adult store to see if they had that movie in stock. 'L' answered the phone and immediately recognized my voice. First off they didn't have the movie; secondly she made a confession to me.
I started in being quite suggestive with her, as we have recently got into the habit of doing, and she shot right back. At one point I told her that I really got off on her flashing me her thong-covered ass the day before and then she said that she enjoyed it as well and that when she got home that night she 'wore out [her] vibrator'. I was stunned, which is rare. the first thing I did (after exhausting all other local sources of finding the movie the wife wanted) was to message Snoopy to tell him how cool I thought it was.
Later, though, I thought things through and wondered if she was serious, joking, or if I had inadvertently misled or misread. On the way home that night (after applying 6 sprays of The Love God) I stopped by the store to find out what exactly was going on. As it turns out, she confessed that she always felt an 'animal attraction' to me. She also knows that my wife and I are involved in the BDSM lifestyle and she assumed that we were also swingers. (we aren't exactly swingers, but we aren't exactly vanilla either, but that has no bearing on this diatribe) She figured that since I was friends with her boss (a big lifestyle enthusiast) that I was both safe and fair game.
She also told me that she'd been dropping hints and innuendo for about a year and that I only recently started picking up on them. She also mentioned that recently there has been 'something about you' that makes her instantly wet and that I have been on her mind almost constantly in the past few weeks. This coincides with my starting to use The Love God.
I explained to her that me fooling around with her isn't in the cards as it would go against the agreement my wife and I have, but that I will be her wanton accomplice for anything that doesn't involve physical contact between us. She accepted that but then let drop that I seem to be the kind of guy that she would really fall hard for. She also said that she really got off on flashing me and that she intends on making me want her so much that I won't be able to help myself. I merely said "Challenge accepted." She ran out from behind the counter and hugged me in a more-than-friendly manner and I think she was intentionally grinding herself on me as she did so. I then left, as hard as a teenager with his first Playboy magazine (that's right kiddies, Playboy used to be in print).
So this could be great, or it could blow up in my face. However, it made something that Thundr wrote a long while back come to mind. He stated that pheromones are maybe 10%, and that we are the rest. He likened them to a new suit or good makeup, and stated that they will only get us noticed or make us stand out; we have to do the rest.
In this particular case, there had apparently already been something there that I was unaware of, the pheromones just gave me the overt reactions I needed to get a clue. Likewise, I think that the self-effects of the pheromones are much more than we likely suspect. I had mentioned it before but it never really dawned on me; when I use certain pheromones I feel better, am in a heightened, more flirtatious, mood, and I will be more up front and bold; exactly as I was in my youth.
This entire incident taught me a good life lesson regarding pheromones. Thundr was correct in his assumption (at least in the basis of his calculations). Of course he is correct, he creates them for a living! The most important facet of the pheromones, is us. Pheromones can help us to create a better opportunity by being noticed and by making us be perceived as the type of person we wish to project. Noting that, and acting upon that, is entirely up to us.
So lesson learned. This is a lesson I knew academically but I was so absorbed with how things became positively enhanced when I started using pheromones that I neglected to notice that I also changed my outlook and attitude, as well as my behavior. I'm not saying that the Love God isn't magical, it is. I'm just saying that either the unnoticed self-effects had a whole bunch to do with it, or that pheromones renewed my confidence in myself.
In light of that I have this to say about The Love God and L. She was attracted to me to begin with. As soon as I started using the pheromones she started to notice and pay extra attention tome. As soon as I exposed her to Snoopy's The Love God, she started aggressively getting sexual with me and pretty much flat out told me that she's been trying to get me to sleep with her, and had 'worn out her vibrator' thinking about it.
So lesson learned: it isn't just the pheromones, but they definitely have played a part.
The rest of that night was spent with the wife. I never did find the movie locally. We watched some movies on the couch instead, made out like teenagers, and had some hot wet, romantic sex. She also mentioned that these past few weeks I have been 'extra hot' and that she's been wanting to push our sexual boundaries a bit so I 'don't get bored'.
So my ego is all Buzz Lightyear right now: To Infinity and Beyond!
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